MENCARI IDENTITI DIRI

Salam.............
I miss to write here.....................
I'm so busy with my work until I don't have anytime to post a new entry here....................
Aku x tau apa yg aku rasa sekarang ini.....................
Hidup aku seolah-olah x bermakna lagi sebab aku terlalu sibuk dgn kerja...................
Rasa mcm susah sgt nk ada masa untuk diri sendiri...................
Masa aku byk habis kt tempat kerja.......................
I don't have time for myself,my family and definitely my friends..............................
I have to admit that I miss my student life a lot....................................
I miss the time that I spend with my housemates or classmates together......................
No matter how hard my life at that time it doesn't bring any sadness to me..............................
But, now after I started my work I found out that I miss that life a lot..........................
I miss to hang out with my friends.......................
We laughed, we sang together,eat together.....................................
I totally miss all that rite now....................................
Now, i really miss that life but I don't know whether I can go back to that................................
I know I should feel grateful because at least I got a job comparing to other people............
But, then I feel something is missing in me.................
I don't know what is it.........................
But,I don't want this feeling to continue in me................
I'm scared it will ruin my life 1 day.............................
Ya Allah,bantulah hambaMU yg lemah ini.....................
Aku sgt memerlukan kekuatan dariMU........................
Tujnukkan aku jalan yg benar Ya Allah..........................
Aku amat memerlukannya saat ini...............................................................