Friday, July 30, 2010

CINTA TIDAK BOLEH DIPAKSA....................

Ayat yg menyedarkan aku ari ni.........................
Dari 1 novel yg baru selsai aku khatam.........................
Well,it's true right??
Love cannot be forced...........................
It will come naturally.....................
Without any sign......................................
How,When,Where,Who we don't know abt it.............................
Only time will decide................................
It attracts me...........................
It makes me realize that is impossible to force love to come.................................
Well22...................................................

Monday, July 26, 2010

-Akhirnya Sempurna-

Salam.......................
Baru semlm ak post psl mencari hala tuju................
Alhamdulillah, ari ni ak da dpt jwpn'e...........................
Finally, I got accepted.....................
Wow....................
Don't know what to say.........................
I get a good support from my family abt this........................
So,I guess this is it...........................
The right thing to do.......................
Even,I still have some doubt in my mind abt the other oppurtunity........................
But,yet the other is still unsure....................
I still don't know what am I supposed to do............................
Most of my friends says it is up 2 me to choose what is the best for me...........................
But,still I couldn't find the right answer..............................
May ALLAH will help me to figure it out..................................
I really need it.......................................

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Mencari Hala Tuju..............................

Salam..................
Well3................
Da lama sgt x menulis dlm ni........................
Maklum lah line internet kt uma ni slow..........
Jd, agk ssh nk bukak blog ni...............................
Masuk tarikh ari ni da 19 hari aku abis belajar.....................
Maksud'a da 19 gak aku menganggur......................
In this past 2 weeks,I attended 2 interviews already....................
I've rejected the 1st 1 bcoz they want me to sign 2 years workung contract wif them but they r giving me only Rm1000....................
I don't think it worth it....................
The 2nd interview seems like a very unexpected 1......................
I went to the hospital juz to send my resume but suddenly they want to interview me at that time itself......................
It's kind of shock 2 me but I think I have done my best..........................
Wish there is a good news 4 me......................
Then next week there will be another interview 4 me.....................
This time at DEMC S.Alam.............................
I'm glad 2 say that I'm honored bcoz I got this chance........................
It's a beautiful hospital and looks like a luxury place 2 me..........................
Hope there will be a good news also........................
No matter where I have 2 work,I'm willing to accept it.......................
Bcoz, I know I cannot be so demanding.............................
But, I really hope that anywhere I go to work the people there will accept me as I am.................
Also,there can let me learn a lot from my them...................
I believe this can help me to become a new n better person................................
May Allah blessed my new journey after this.................................................

Saturday, July 10, 2010

-Kisah Yg Sudah Berakhir-......................

Tanggal 7/7/10 menjadi saksi pengakhiran rasmi sebuah kisah perjuangan....................
Perjunagan dlm m'cari ilmu yg m'bawa kpd permulaan satu ukhwah yg sgt kukuh.........................
3 tahun berlalu........................
Singkat sungguh rasanya tp dlm mse 3 thn ni la byk yg dpt aku pelajari......................
Bukan hanya ilmu teori yg b'kaitan pelajaran malah aku mengenal erti persahabatan sejati........................
Suka, duka, hahagia, kecewa semua aku lalui bersama teman2..........................
Terlalu byk yg aku pelajari dari mereka semua......................
W/pun ada yg berbeza umur tpi masing2 mempunyai kelebihan n kelemahan tersendiri.............................
Buat teman serumah A1-06: Elya,K.Wani,Nina,K.Sha,Dila,Noorul n Mira.......................
Terima kasih ats segalanya.....................
Maafkan sgla slh n silap aku t'hadap korg selama ni.................
X pernah terniat d hati ini nk melukakan korg................................
Buat teman sekepala dgn aku: Ieka, Ijah, Yanot,Ilya,Teha,Shima, K.Amie,K.Diyana n K.Milah......................
Maafkan aku jika aku pernah melukakan korg slma kte b'teman........................
Terima kasih krn sudi menerima aku sbg kwn.........................
Seriously, nothing can replace this unforgettable memory................................
I won't forget u girlz.......................
I will nvr forget all of u......................
Thanx 4 taking part in this story...............................
May our friendship lasts 4eva..........................................................

Friday, June 25, 2010

-KISAH YG AKAN BERAKHIR -

Tinggal 12 hari je lagi kisah kami akn berakhir..............
X sangka sdh 3 thun b'lalu.....................
Cepat sgt rasanya....................
Masa mula2 dulu asyik fikir bilalah nak habis???
Sekarang rasa mcm x percaya kisah ini akn berakhir.................
Segala peristiwa yg berlaku,x kira la sedih, gembira, marah, ketawa, menyampah & yg seangkatan dgn'a akn berakhir.................................
It will be an unforgettable moment that had happen in my life..................
Kat sini la tempat aku belajar berdikari..............
Belajar memahami yg manusia ini berbeza2 ragamnya....................
Belajar ttg friendship, kejujuran, selfishness, kasih syg, cinta, tangisan, gelak ketawa..................
Pendek kata,I learned a lot here..........................
I know 1 day I will miss these big times.....................
My friends, housemates, n everything here...................................
Buat semua yg t'libat dlm kisah ini THANX A LOT 4 everything........................
I'm sorry 4 all the wrong I have done.........................
Love n Faith..................................

Monday, June 21, 2010

-Biar Mati Cinta Ini-

Ini tajuk lagu sebnrnya...
From kump.Maximus......
Bila dgr n hayati btul2 lirik lagu ni mmg menusuk jiwa.....
Wah,x blh blah punya ayat.......
Npe tbe2 nk ckp psl lagu ni??
Coz ak nk kongsi kisah cinta yg x berbalas 4 thn lps......
Wah, lama 2................
Ssh sebenar'a nak lupakan si "DIA" tu................
Ak x fhm dgn hati aku sendiri....................
Patutnya da tau org x suka 2 dah la kan...
Tp aku ni lain......
Nak gak ingat kat dia yg da confirm2 lupa psl aku................
It feels bad to think like that but I guess this is the truth....................................
X tau apa yg ada pd dia yg aku x leh lupa................
Rasanya biasa jer......................
Tapi 2 la.............
Rasa hati x siapa yg tahu......................
Even aku sndri pun x fhm an hati aku...............................
Tarikh hari ni,22/06/10 genap 4 thn ak kenal dia................
Sepatutnya la kan................
Tapi aku tau dia x ingat pun.....................
So,I've decided to let this love die.........................
Why???
Bcoz I want to start a new a life........................
Want to find a new love.............................
But,only Allah knows when..........................
Hope everything will run smoothly as I hope.....................................................................
To "Him", Good bye...................................................

Sunday, June 20, 2010

-Friendship-
What does it mean??
A friend that is really sincere,a friend with benefits,a friend when u r happy or a friend that can be with u all the time??
Looking into what happen to me now I've met all these type of friends......
Which makes me feel mad,disappointed,sad and of course grateful.................
Yeah,I admit that some of my friend were always supporting me which I really appreciate them....
But,some of them don't even know how to appreciate me or the friends there are having.......
I guess this what u call friendship.......
We will know if somebody is honest with us or just want to take advantage on us......
It is really sad because this type of people does exists in this world............................
But,I wish one day they will realize what they did is wrong and they can turn back and be the best friend ever............................................................